How can I say this without offending you?
I would pace, give myself a twitch, a cute twitch
One of those twitches that will make you pity me
But will have your lips burning on my own
'If I pace, I need to walk but I can’t walk because I barely have the spine to crawl
Let alone the ability we take for granted, let alone my autopilot
Ok, what if I just leave the room, you wouldn’t notice… Would you?'
Alright, maybe if I look you deep in the eye
Your blue, glistening eyes locking on mine
Shit, maybe if I start to cry you’ll listen to me
Or then I’d be pathetic
'If I look you in the eye, I will fall back here again
I can’t take it when your beautiful eyes are drowned with contagion'
How can I? HOW CAN I? How can I?
Maybe I could run to grab some flowers, distract you with a sentiment
I’ll come back and be your hero, I could help you through this
Who am I kidding; I can’t even help myself through this
'If I show you care you’ll on